Goodbye 2011

Kevin Patrick Mesch
One more day, this had to have been a better year for me. I re-established friendships, I became a better shopper (groceries, and retail). I discovered my style finally, I have been trying to find this look for myself, and I have found it. I'm pretty sure I have written 1 million words this year, I have laughed a ton. Discovered new music, watched my favorite band get famous. Rediscovered my passion for CDs, lost everything to learn what I truly love: Music, Family, and True Friendship. Now one more day I have made it count.

Senior Quote

"Challenges make life interesting; overcoming them make life meaningful."
- Joshua J. Marine

Happy Thanksgiving!

To Write Cancer Sucks On His Arms
Hello!

So now that I think I'm going to puke from Thanksgiving Dinner, Wedding Rehearsal Dinner, and 3 Course Wedding Reception with Cocktail hour complete with 2 million platters of snacks, and I made the mistake of having chipotle for lunch yesterday... I want to say thank you guys so so so much. You guys make it so great to do this every time. You all are so crafty with your hand writing.

My cousin and my new cousin are happy right now. It's so strange I've known this cousin since day one, and we've been like distant brothers. I see them like twice a month. Anyways wanted to say thank you very much and I'll get that album together soon.

Thanks!
Kevin

Happy Late 11.11.11 @ 11:11PM

This is my happy 11.11.11 posting. I posted right at 11.11.11 @ 11:11:11PM (yeah precisely.)

I made a wish but i'm not sure whether or not I'm allowed to tell anyone.

Senior Status Setting In

I officially feel like a Senior. My class of 375 just had the Cap & Gown Talk. I'm gathering attendees for my party, and I'm probably am going to do my own party announcements and thank you cards because I am just that crafty. I'll post a picture once I have my designs figured out but that probably won't happen until Janurary. So excited.

Music Collection

I have increased my music collection since I last posted. Here is my collection.
He Is We
My Forever
Yellowcard
When You're Thinking, Say Yes
Tegan and Sara
Sainthood
I'll Take Te Blame EP
The Con
So Jealous
If It Was You
This Business of Art
Paramore
Brand New Eyes
Riot!
All We Know Is Falling
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
It's Blitz!
Show Your Bones
Fever To Tell
Fireflight
For Those Who Wait
Unbreakable
Flyleaf
Remember To Live
Memento Mori
Self-Titled
Adele
21
19
Evanescence
Self-Titles
The Open Door
Fallen
Yes these are all the real solid CD in a plastic case. I'm sure I'm the only one who still buys CDs though. I'm planning on buying more. I'm getting Tegan and Sara's new Live-Album/DVD on the 15th I believe. I'm really excited but its a little weird all of my favorite artist are set to release albums in the spring. I'm planning on buying The Fray's new album out February 2nd. So my collection is going to grow web more.

I also have tons of digital music. Lights, Cady Groves. So Good.


I'll be posting again in the next week. Bye!!

Hi!!!

I have an iPhone and downloaded a Blogger App so you will, you will be hearing from me more frequently. Trust Me.

Hi School.

Well here goes nothing. Maybe everything actually. It's my Senior Year of High School. Algebra 2. Off. Spanish 3. Economics, Lunch, English 12, Life Management, Off, and Marching Band. So really my mornings suck but the rest of the time it's great. I need to sigb up for a science I need 2 credits to graduate I've gotten 2 I need a third for the college I want to go to. Mesa State College. Which I just learned that it is now called Mesa Colorado University! I'm crazy that one year from today, today! I'm going to be heading to a class from a dorm on my own. I'll be 19 by that time. I mean my birthday is like the first week of school so I'm one of the oldest. We'll I had some free time during my off hour just wanted to talk about it. Well I'm going to spanish 3 now. Bye!

Good Bye Summer 2011 from Kevin Mesch

So as last 24 Hours of my summer arrive I wanted to take a moment to say how much I've changed. 2 years ago I was so fucked up. I didn't care about anything because I thought that everything else was so lame. Now since I've been through pure hell. Losing my brother to cancer, he was in the hospital for 6 months. Literally 6 months. I'm not counting the 18 hours he was home in the middle of march. God I actually though It would be normal. When he relapsed I thought it would be just like that last time. Yeah this is going to be crappy but were going to make it out even stronger than last time. So this summer I took the opertunity to just be a kid for the first time in my entire life. l've had to be strong for the last 8 years so the whole world knows everything is okay. While underneath I was screaming. Faking it so so well that I was convinced that god himself can't tell. Which I knew I knew he knew I was okay. So with that I hated god for the last 6 years. Because I was like my life is jacked. Esspecially the past 6 months I was furious with him. All these people in the world who have perfwct lives and have no scares on their lives telling how they got there. I was jealous. I wanted to start over. This summer I was a kid, and I am a firm believer in god. I always believed him but I was just mad at him. Now my goal this school year is to be more out going and stay on top of things at school. So now that I have it out. My Senio12 Year of High School. May. Start!

NANOWRIMO 2011 Planning - 1

I really want to write a novel about family or something. Someone once wrote a novel based on a dogs point of view of a fight between a man and a woman. I don't really have a clear understanding of what I want to do. I need some inspiration. However I do have 4 months left. Sorry this was so short. Thanks!

Where I hope to be in... Years.

In 1 Month I hope to be starting my Senior Year
1 Year - Packing Up for College at Mesa State College. Having a Job. In a relationship.
2 Years - Getting Ready from Sophomore Year at MSU. Having a Job still.
3 Years - Moving to an Apartment and gettting ready for Junior Year at MSC. Having a different job. In a relationship.
4 Years - Intern at a Graphic Arts CO or Job. Looking at Grad Schools. Senior At MSC. Living on my own?
5 Years - Persueing my Career. Graduated from MSC. Applied to Grad School/Preparing for Masters Degree. Living on my own. Somewhere out of state to explore a little. Adopt a Dog.
6 Years - Thinking of Marrige? Still in a Relationship. Doing well on my own.
7 Years - Achevied Masters Degree. Been to Half the Continents.
8 Years - Married. In my own house. Move back to Colorado. Went on one vacation as a married man.
9 Years - Enjoying marrige life. Have a Graphic Arts job still.
10 Years - Start a tradition to go up to Aspen for 4 days or to Wichita for 4 days every year. Kids?
11 Years - Have a Baby. ZW4M's 10th year. (go to www.ZW4M.org you cant google it). First family vacation.
12 Years - I'll be 28 almost 29. Day Care Promotion at Work. Move.
13 Years - Healthy Young Family. Have another Baby.
14 Years - Preschool for 3 Year Old. Day Care for 1 Year Old. Life is good. Family Vacations.
15 Years - Pre K for 4 year old. Day Care for 2 year old. Have one Final Baby.


Well I guess this is it. I really need to write this all out. I've been scared for this moment: Moving on to my life. I'm scared I won't make it on my own. I'm scared Ill wind up on the streets. I want these things. I'm sure I won't get them all but ill try my best.

Hello World Again

I'm sick and tired of my high school. This time next year I hope to be back up for college. I'm not giving any money to the school for our class gift. I want to post a lot on here now I'm going to treat it like my facebook.