Hello no one, it's been far too long!

It has been forever again since I've been on here, and now I have some more time in the next few weeks to blog about nothing. I just graduated from High School 2 weeks ago, and now I am partied out! I am free for a few days this week to chat, well right now I am sitting in a Dentist Office, as I am waiting for my sister to get out.

Next week I will be in Estes Park, and apparently I have an eye for photography myself, I am active on Hipster, a world wide photo sharing site, where you can edit your photos for the whole world to see, and actually get exposure. So I'm thinking I'll bring some of my 21 followers on Hipster to here so they can get to know me a little more.

Here are some of my photos:

Driving Test Anxieties

For those of you who aren't comfortable with driving test or perhaps just people uncomfortable with driving in general. I want to offer some advice and some reasoning perhaps behind these feelings.

Let me tell you... I was very nervous with driving I avoided driving at all cost, at one point I even tried to get used to the idea of a bus. I must tell you that You'll do great you're nervous because you're on a road with a bunch of idiots with cell phones in their hands. Because your nervous you'll be more cautious, and you'll be less likely to cause an accident.

I over came my fear of driving and worked hard. I learned that Gum helped me I was less nervous specifically tropical flavored gums helped me.

Although it took me 4 years to get my license I am a driver and a safe one because I worked at it for so long.

So for those taking the class soon good luck. Try not to fall asleep during those 90's videos. For those getting in the car soon you'll great. Practice going the speed limit. For those taking the driving test soon. Take it easy your not the the first person to drive a car. For those who were in my spot you're going to get there. Could you imagine being on that bus for the rest of your life.

On buses really fast. If you had a padded cell full of crazy people you wouldn't wheel it through town.

Good Luck! (I almost typed Lick!)
Kevin.

Happy Thanksgiving!

To Write Cancer Sucks On His Arms
Hello!

So now that I think I'm going to puke from Thanksgiving Dinner, Wedding Rehearsal Dinner, and 3 Course Wedding Reception with Cocktail hour complete with 2 million platters of snacks, and I made the mistake of having chipotle for lunch yesterday... I want to say thank you guys so so so much. You guys make it so great to do this every time. You all are so crafty with your hand writing.

My cousin and my new cousin are happy right now. It's so strange I've known this cousin since day one, and we've been like distant brothers. I see them like twice a month. Anyways wanted to say thank you very much and I'll get that album together soon.

Thanks!
Kevin

Happy Late 11.11.11 @ 11:11PM

This is my happy 11.11.11 posting. I posted right at 11.11.11 @ 11:11:11PM (yeah precisely.)

I made a wish but i'm not sure whether or not I'm allowed to tell anyone.

Music Collection

I have increased my music collection since I last posted. Here is my collection.
He Is We
My Forever
Yellowcard
When You're Thinking, Say Yes
Tegan and Sara
Sainthood
I'll Take Te Blame EP
The Con
So Jealous
If It Was You
This Business of Art
Paramore
Brand New Eyes
Riot!
All We Know Is Falling
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
It's Blitz!
Show Your Bones
Fever To Tell
Fireflight
For Those Who Wait
Unbreakable
Flyleaf
Remember To Live
Memento Mori
Self-Titled
Adele
21
19
Evanescence
Self-Titles
The Open Door
Fallen
Yes these are all the real solid CD in a plastic case. I'm sure I'm the only one who still buys CDs though. I'm planning on buying more. I'm getting Tegan and Sara's new Live-Album/DVD on the 15th I believe. I'm really excited but its a little weird all of my favorite artist are set to release albums in the spring. I'm planning on buying The Fray's new album out February 2nd. So my collection is going to grow web more.

I also have tons of digital music. Lights, Cady Groves. So Good.


I'll be posting again in the next week. Bye!!

NANOWRIMO 2011 Planning - 1

I really want to write a novel about family or something. Someone once wrote a novel based on a dogs point of view of a fight between a man and a woman. I don't really have a clear understanding of what I want to do. I need some inspiration. However I do have 4 months left. Sorry this was so short. Thanks!

Where I hope to be in... Years.

In 1 Month I hope to be starting my Senior Year
1 Year - Packing Up for College at Mesa State College. Having a Job. In a relationship.
2 Years - Getting Ready from Sophomore Year at MSU. Having a Job still.
3 Years - Moving to an Apartment and gettting ready for Junior Year at MSC. Having a different job. In a relationship.
4 Years - Intern at a Graphic Arts CO or Job. Looking at Grad Schools. Senior At MSC. Living on my own?
5 Years - Persueing my Career. Graduated from MSC. Applied to Grad School/Preparing for Masters Degree. Living on my own. Somewhere out of state to explore a little. Adopt a Dog.
6 Years - Thinking of Marrige? Still in a Relationship. Doing well on my own.
7 Years - Achevied Masters Degree. Been to Half the Continents.
8 Years - Married. In my own house. Move back to Colorado. Went on one vacation as a married man.
9 Years - Enjoying marrige life. Have a Graphic Arts job still.
10 Years - Start a tradition to go up to Aspen for 4 days or to Wichita for 4 days every year. Kids?
11 Years - Have a Baby. ZW4M's 10th year. (go to www.ZW4M.org you cant google it). First family vacation.
12 Years - I'll be 28 almost 29. Day Care Promotion at Work. Move.
13 Years - Healthy Young Family. Have another Baby.
14 Years - Preschool for 3 Year Old. Day Care for 1 Year Old. Life is good. Family Vacations.
15 Years - Pre K for 4 year old. Day Care for 2 year old. Have one Final Baby.


Well I guess this is it. I really need to write this all out. I've been scared for this moment: Moving on to my life. I'm scared I won't make it on my own. I'm scared Ill wind up on the streets. I want these things. I'm sure I won't get them all but ill try my best.

Stressed out. Again!

Are any of you feeling this drag of a month? I've always never been a fan of November, I actually still don't, maybe because, it's like a cross road of the year. I mean it's November, and people are starting to realize that either there aren't many weeks left, or "Oops! I didn't achieve my New Year Resolutions." Well, I am realizing there are actually 6 weeks left of the year, and 4 weeks left of the average school semester. and another thing, I have managed to achieve my resolutions:
1. Update Wardrobe. (Check)
2. See He Is We Live(Check)
3. Get 12,000 Views on my Youtube Channel Before this time next year. (Check)
4. See Flyleaf Live(Check)
5. See Paramore Live (Check)
6. Get my License before spring. *I was supposed to get it in october. (Check)
7. Get a Real Girlfriend (Check, Check!) *01-06-10 - 05-1-2010*
8. Make more friends. (Check)
9. Be a JC for Camp Wapiyapi. (Check)
10. Get to Junior Year. (Check)
Sure, it was definitely a shitty year for me and, It may even potentially will be the shittiest year for me ever. I not saying it will happen again, but I know this stuff occurs everyday.

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Getting back at it

None of you know this, but back in May, my girlfriend of 5 months broke up with me.

I don't care anymore, but It all started out with me simply asking her to the homecoming dance last year. I asked her is she wanted to date, she wanted to wait, she waited until January, we were strong, we kissed, even fooled around a bit nothing totally sexual, but we did mess around a little. Than May 2010 comes, She broke up with me and never told me why!

Today is September 24th 2010, and I have a date to Homecoming 2010. I asked a senior this year, she goes to a different school this school is a christian school: A Christian Academy. So that means they have NO SCHOOL DANCES! I asked her a week ago. I was glad she said yes, I'm sure I made her semester, potentially her senior year! I'm very excited about this year, where only going as friends, I swear!

Annoying Mondays!

Today, not only did today just feel flat out weird, and annoying but Today just had weird and annoying moments. The entire day I heard this noise "Naay Naay Naah!" (in a high pitched voice) It was so annoying, I plugged in my Zune to drown out everything! My first football game is this week! I'm super excited about that! I'm sorry this whole thing is going to be kind of boring! I'm not really having a interesting day, I'm just sort of board, and I wanted to talk to you guys for some fun! I love you all, and I'll talk to later!!

Stress comes with Success!

(I;m exhausted so I'm not going to use proper grammer)

This is my second day of school, and so far I;m starting to get into the swing of things again. It feels so long since I was doing math, and cutting through that crowded part of the halls. I had a crap load of stuff today! I woke up at 7 to get ready, headed out at 7:30, Did home work from 2:30 - 2:45 at school, went home real fast, until 3:15 and started up marching band practice at 3:30 and that lasted until 7. and I had to take the podium out and in. I already have like 3 assignments. I already did 2 of them. I hope I will have a successful year!

I'll blog you later!!

Pre-First Day of Junior Year!

I can't believe it, but it's finally here. School officially starts for Colorado tomorrow, or at least it starts for more people in Colorado. I'm very excited, but I'm worried about how I'm going to succeed this year, I struggled last year, maybe I'll surprise myself, and I'll do awesome at everything, just like I did my freshmen year. I'm excited thought I'm ready to see everyone, and catch up with some people I didn't see this summer (Umm like 5 people). I saw a tone of people this summer! I hope I go out to eat lunch more this year, i only went home, and went out a couple time last year. I'm very excited to start spanish 2, and I'm taking physics, geometry, world literature, world history, and for fun Marching band for the 3rd time. I'm also taking Abode Illustrator, next semester.

I'll be sure, to explain to you what Junior year in Colorado, feels like tomorrow! I'm sure I'm going to have fun tomorrow! See Ya!!

Senior Year Road Trip

I am a Junior this year in High School. One night during summer, I was thinking to myself: "What kind of Senior trip would I take?" I always thought of a Camping Trip, or a road trip some where like us to montana or something along those lines. I actually looked around online, and found some campsites, because I live in Colorado. I found a bunch and I can't wait to actually to start planning it when the time gets closer which in a scary thought is less than one year. I'm so worried but I have to grow up sooner of later. I can still have fun, and be an adult, I guess.

Oh, school it's always a bittersweet sensation going back. You feel ready to go back because you're excited to see everyone, but when you're about a week into it you want out!! There are some fun times through out the school year. Homecoming week, prom, football game on fridays, hanging out with friends, but that all comes with real school time. I'm taking freaking physics this year!!!! (I'm not very excited but I'm excited for "MOLE" day! It's going be my 11th year in school 12th counting kindergarten. I have gotten this far, and the end is so near.

I have a crush, I actually have two, but I have morels and will never see two girls at once. I have to choose one. One goes to my school, shes in the marching band with me, and in the same grade. the other goes to a different school, and is pretty attractive I think, but shes a Senior which isn't terrible because I know people (who aren't my friends, but people I know), who date people as old as 22 years old.

I am enjoying blogger, I'm happy that I update it more!! I have a YouTube, and Tumblr, Flickr, USTREAM, FB, Twitter, formspring, and a dailybooth! damn! O have way to much time!

Marching band is going smoothly, are just cleaning the show now. I have a good feeling about this year. Well I must sleep!

Birthdays

Up until now, I have have lame parties usually, this year I had an awesome party, We did nothing but eat, and play apples to apples. It rocked because everyone was just having a blast, and wasn't worrying about anything. It was nice. Everyone reminded me that I'm 17 and I am officially down hill. It was fun though, I got a Fern!! I have been in this body for a long time, but It's 17 years old now! Yet, I don't feel much different than the other day. I guess I'll have to wait and see what 17 has in stored for me, I guess this is it for this blog. Thanks for reading!

Bucket List

This is something I thought would be quite fun to do, So when I got back from marching band camp at 3PM, I received an Email that mentioned "bucket list" I already knew what that was, but I never actually had one, so about 10 minutes ago, I was really interested in making my own bucket list. I have yet to complete the whole thing, but I would say it's coming along quite good. I have ___ things so far.

- 1. I want to get 3 tattoos.
1 on my left bicep, that say: "Wapiyapi" the W would be Red, A would be Green, P would be Purple, I Would be Black, Y would be blue, A would be Orange, P would be Yellow, and I would be Black again. Wapiyapi is the name of a camp I go to, which is a cancer camp, It seriously has formed me, to make me this person I am today. Wapiyapi is the Lakotah language for Healing. Tattoo
2 I would get a Cross, with a butterfly right under it. The horizontal beam would say Zachary,
3 would be I'm not sure how significant this is to you, but it is to me but I would be "Momento Mori" It mean Be mindful of death, Which means, remember you're life will end, don't take you life for granite.

- 2. I want to travel all over the country before I die, I already have been to 31 States, so I have 29 to go!

- 3. I want to make a painting that will be worth more than $1000.00 and give the money to Childrens Hospital.

- 4. I want to learn to play more than 3 INstruments, I already know how to play the Baritone, the Clarinet, and The Guitar.
- 5. I might get my lip lip pierced, but I'm still kind of thinking about it.
Well basically thats all I have for now, I'll probably go back and add so new stuff.

My Tips for a good Relationship!

I am 16 years old, I currently attend Standley Lake High School. I have a few simple dating tips I would like to share. For the first time in my life I finally found somebody I love, and that person actually loves me and, I want to help people find love more easier. so here are a FEW tips for you that worked for me.

1: Be polite don't yell at them, but if someone takes advantage of you don't go out with them and don't give them a second chance nobody changes over time.
2: Never be cheep, know your budget like if you want to only spend $60 tonight stick to that, or let her know your not very rich and you had to be on a budget I'm sure they'll understand this.
3: Honestly the most important is to just be your self, because if somebody cant accept the fact that your the way you are like you want to wait for sex when your 18 and, they don't like that and they try to change that than if the person who LOVES you only loves you for they like. Being in a relationship means they love every good and bad thing about you.
4: Don't take your self too seriously. like don't talk about work, talk about something fun, like music, or your family memories (when the topic comes up)
5: Let loose especially on the date. Don't be afraid to relax on the just sit, eat, and talk with them.
6: DON'T BE CLINGY! people hate this, don't call them everyday, don't text them all the time, like don't call them right after a date.

Parents Judgments

This is only based on personal experiences.

Base on this weekend, I can surely tell you that at least my parents. I traveled to San Antonio, TX, USA, this weekend, upon packing for the trip my parents kept making sure I have everything for this weekend, they did the same with my younger sister. My father recently retired from Frontier Airlines, He was with the airline from day one to his last day. Basically I have been traveling for about 13 or 15 years, Which by the way I turn 17 in 4 days!! Anyways, My parents would ask me if I had each specific items, which I did since I packed the day before to allow myself to check these things over, rather than rush through the morning. Each time any of the would ask, I would say: "I do!" They asked me that question a good 18 times, before we actually left the house. After we left the house, They started saying: "Do you want me to take that?" and again multiple times within an hour. I start to begin to wonder why, because this trip had to be at least the 80th. I've been on so many trips it's not really funny. Than when we arrived in San Antonio, TX, USA, It only got worse! The hotel was unpleasant as it is, lets put it this was this marriot had a 3' pool (all around), and people were living there because they had to. Through out the vacation this occurred more frequently as time went on, and It sort of started to aggravate, but I didn't flip out on anyone, because it was my parents 25th anniversary! To rap this up, I just wonder why parents (at least mine), always think we are not able to complete a task, like my parents do half of it, and leave the rest, I just say in my head: "I can do that myself, I mean I'm 16!!" So, I'm going to start blog everyday in August starting RIGHT NOW!

Thanks!
Kevin Mesch