Hi School.

Well here goes nothing. Maybe everything actually. It's my Senior Year of High School. Algebra 2. Off. Spanish 3. Economics, Lunch, English 12, Life Management, Off, and Marching Band. So really my mornings suck but the rest of the time it's great. I need to sigb up for a science I need 2 credits to graduate I've gotten 2 I need a third for the college I want to go to. Mesa State College. Which I just learned that it is now called Mesa Colorado University! I'm crazy that one year from today, today! I'm going to be heading to a class from a dorm on my own. I'll be 19 by that time. I mean my birthday is like the first week of school so I'm one of the oldest. We'll I had some free time during my off hour just wanted to talk about it. Well I'm going to spanish 3 now. Bye!

Good Bye Summer 2011 from Kevin Mesch

So as last 24 Hours of my summer arrive I wanted to take a moment to say how much I've changed. 2 years ago I was so fucked up. I didn't care about anything because I thought that everything else was so lame. Now since I've been through pure hell. Losing my brother to cancer, he was in the hospital for 6 months. Literally 6 months. I'm not counting the 18 hours he was home in the middle of march. God I actually though It would be normal. When he relapsed I thought it would be just like that last time. Yeah this is going to be crappy but were going to make it out even stronger than last time. So this summer I took the opertunity to just be a kid for the first time in my entire life. l've had to be strong for the last 8 years so the whole world knows everything is okay. While underneath I was screaming. Faking it so so well that I was convinced that god himself can't tell. Which I knew I knew he knew I was okay. So with that I hated god for the last 6 years. Because I was like my life is jacked. Esspecially the past 6 months I was furious with him. All these people in the world who have perfwct lives and have no scares on their lives telling how they got there. I was jealous. I wanted to start over. This summer I was a kid, and I am a firm believer in god. I always believed him but I was just mad at him. Now my goal this school year is to be more out going and stay on top of things at school. So now that I have it out. My Senio12 Year of High School. May. Start!

NANOWRIMO 2011 Planning - 1

I really want to write a novel about family or something. Someone once wrote a novel based on a dogs point of view of a fight between a man and a woman. I don't really have a clear understanding of what I want to do. I need some inspiration. However I do have 4 months left. Sorry this was so short. Thanks!

Where I hope to be in... Years.

In 1 Month I hope to be starting my Senior Year
1 Year - Packing Up for College at Mesa State College. Having a Job. In a relationship.
2 Years - Getting Ready from Sophomore Year at MSU. Having a Job still.
3 Years - Moving to an Apartment and gettting ready for Junior Year at MSC. Having a different job. In a relationship.
4 Years - Intern at a Graphic Arts CO or Job. Looking at Grad Schools. Senior At MSC. Living on my own?
5 Years - Persueing my Career. Graduated from MSC. Applied to Grad School/Preparing for Masters Degree. Living on my own. Somewhere out of state to explore a little. Adopt a Dog.
6 Years - Thinking of Marrige? Still in a Relationship. Doing well on my own.
7 Years - Achevied Masters Degree. Been to Half the Continents.
8 Years - Married. In my own house. Move back to Colorado. Went on one vacation as a married man.
9 Years - Enjoying marrige life. Have a Graphic Arts job still.
10 Years - Start a tradition to go up to Aspen for 4 days or to Wichita for 4 days every year. Kids?
11 Years - Have a Baby. ZW4M's 10th year. (go to www.ZW4M.org you cant google it). First family vacation.
12 Years - I'll be 28 almost 29. Day Care Promotion at Work. Move.
13 Years - Healthy Young Family. Have another Baby.
14 Years - Preschool for 3 Year Old. Day Care for 1 Year Old. Life is good. Family Vacations.
15 Years - Pre K for 4 year old. Day Care for 2 year old. Have one Final Baby.


Well I guess this is it. I really need to write this all out. I've been scared for this moment: Moving on to my life. I'm scared I won't make it on my own. I'm scared Ill wind up on the streets. I want these things. I'm sure I won't get them all but ill try my best.

Hello World Again

I'm sick and tired of my high school. This time next year I hope to be back up for college. I'm not giving any money to the school for our class gift. I want to post a lot on here now I'm going to treat it like my facebook.

Stressed out. Again!

Are any of you feeling this drag of a month? I've always never been a fan of November, I actually still don't, maybe because, it's like a cross road of the year. I mean it's November, and people are starting to realize that either there aren't many weeks left, or "Oops! I didn't achieve my New Year Resolutions." Well, I am realizing there are actually 6 weeks left of the year, and 4 weeks left of the average school semester. and another thing, I have managed to achieve my resolutions:
1. Update Wardrobe. (Check)
2. See He Is We Live(Check)
3. Get 12,000 Views on my Youtube Channel Before this time next year. (Check)
4. See Flyleaf Live(Check)
5. See Paramore Live (Check)
6. Get my License before spring. *I was supposed to get it in october. (Check)
7. Get a Real Girlfriend (Check, Check!) *01-06-10 - 05-1-2010*
8. Make more friends. (Check)
9. Be a JC for Camp Wapiyapi. (Check)
10. Get to Junior Year. (Check)
Sure, it was definitely a shitty year for me and, It may even potentially will be the shittiest year for me ever. I not saying it will happen again, but I know this stuff occurs everyday.

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NaNoWriMo 2010!

NaNoWriMo: National Novel Writing Month (Do Not ask me what this is because I just did)

So, last year I joined in on the fun about 3 weeks into NaNoWriMo 2009, I typed 11,000 words, so I think I would've almost won by then If I typed 11,000 words a week. This year I'm sort of cheating, Not really though, I'm just planning out the story, getting some characters all thought of.

I invite you to challenge yourself to try and do NaNoWriMo. If you are as creative as I am, and a fast typer like I am, Than there is no problem. If you don't want to please at least TRY and do it!


My story is called This IS Home. I'm very excited its about these teens who all live on 16th St & California in Downtown Denver. They live in an alley, they meet, and they become a little family, there all troubled teens. I can't wait to give you guys a little briefing.

Oh also if you want to offically participate go to: http://www.nanowrimo.org/

Thanks! Sorry that is been a while been busy busy busy!!!
Kevin